I think I’ve lost alot of “brain juice” the past week. I’m mentally drained. I wonder if its good to have a fantastic sewage system of the brain. Hmm… We thought about things, everything in fact. We get bogged down by our worries, both big and small. Its tiring. But we can only grow wiser and hopefully we can learn from each episode we encounter. We have to right? How can we keep on staying still at that very spot and not move forward? If that happens, its rather pathetic and sad leh. Everyone, and anyone, can wrap his/her arms around your shoulder and comfort you. But you have to pick yourself up from there and move on. Reflect on the negative points and make sure you don’t fall back into the hole again. It may be tough. But we have to do it. Only then can we let go of things that we shouldn’t be holding on to. =)
I just wanna say I felt stupid to be staying motionless for awhile. Yes, I fell. But I’m not out. So its about time to get up, brush the dirt n dust off my body. I was wounded. There’s a scar. But it will heal. The scar may be permenant, but the wound will heal. I’ve been here before. I should know very well what to do next. The roundabout has exits. Jus make sure you get off from the correct one. I was goin thru my cupboard last night and found a CD of one of my favourite mandarin singer – Zhang Yu. He’s famous for singing sad songs. I played the CD last night and was really sad leh. Haha… but I’ve given it a good thought after some sleepless nights. What’s done cannot be undone. What’s over is over. And I’ve to carry on from here now. Like I’ve mentioned, I’ve lived in a beautiful dream for awhile now. Now that I’ve awoken, its time to really wake up. I have to decide my own destiny… No one can help me now. But I know I have the support of my friends. Which I am very grateful. Thanks!
