I thought I had hit the bottom of the pit on 8 January 2007. But it seems the pit was deeper than I thought. Sad… I thought I could end my current misery by burying myself in notes and books come April. But its not meant to be now. Its gonna be transforming from blue to green. Its my uniform I am talking about. Have not been wearing the green one for awhile now. My initial plan was for me to get a diploma and then continue my career thereafter. What’s the difference between going now and 3 years later? Sigh~ No mood to do anything for now. Looks like life ain’t fair afterall. It never was. It just proved me right that it never was. *sob*
Having mixed feelings now, actually. The new place that I’m heading to is gonna be new to me in most ways. But there will be familiar faces that I know very well. That’s the only consolation for me now. Sigh… I shall not dwell on what’s lost. I shall look forward to the new challenges ahead for me. Cheer up, Tommy! At least I know I will be going to a place where there are allies. Come to think of it, I’ve not had many enemies la. Haha… I just haf to think positive! “I’m an asset to any organisation!” – A reminder I always tells myself. Which I am proud to say I am. So, good luck to me in my future endeavours. Though I dunno when tat is happening. But I know its happening for sure.
